Mon
Jul
20
I feel almost sick with worry. I am going to do loads of laundry today and pack tomorrow and leave wednesday. I am going to have so little money in New York and Chicago it’s actually scary. I don’t want to leave here and it’s starting to hit me in a really awful way. I keep telling myself I need a change and this is it and it’s fine but my entire being is like AGGHH NO. sighhh
